Carlos Fraguela’s Diary

A Funny Anecdote Involving a School in Havana

April 18, 2016 | 1 Comment »

A neighbor of mine told me her second menstruation caught her by surprise at school, on the day they had an exam and teachers had warned that students would forfeit their right to take this test if they failed to wear their uniform scarves (as many did refuse to wear this symbolic garment the day through).

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More on the Discovery of My Fears

April 11, 2016 | No Comments »

I believe I was born in Havana in 1964, but I have no memories of my childhood before I was 2. Memories become blurrier the farther I think back. I have a feeling it was a time when one could not easily be free of fear.

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My Gratifying Re-Encounter with the Past

February 18, 2016 | No Comments »

Some days ago, I met with a childhood friend I don’t see very often. He’d promised to show me a video of other friends of ours who live in the United States, whom I haven’t seen in years. We were friends for many years and we’ve practically lost all touch.

A Trip to One of Cuba’s Coral Paradises

February 8, 2016 | 1 Comment »

Recently, I fulfilled my wish to return to one of the coral paradises in Cuba my father would take me to during my childhood and teenage years. I was mostly interested in seeing what state the coral populations in Havana’s west-laying coasts were in.

My Encounter with a Suckerfish

January 18, 2016 | 1 Comment »

I recall many experiences centered on animals of all kingdoms. Regrettably, the sea is the one place Jose Marti never described. Speaking of inspiration, I spent nearly one hour with a suckerfish, in its habitat, and I am still dazzled.

How and Why I Gave Up Fishing

January 11, 2016 | 2 comments

The beauty and intelligence of three animal species put an end to all my killing. I would kill soles, octopi and scorpion fish regularly, until I put aside my hunger and began to enjoy conserving these beautiful specimens of Cuba’s marine fauna.

The Discrete Privilege of Havana’s Santa Maria Beach

January 5, 2016 | 12 comments

Seeking to take advantage of the warm temperature Cuban waters still retain at this time of year, I set out on a pleasant bus journey, heading for Havana’s east-laying beaches. The trip was memorable for several reasons.

A Lionfish at Home

June 26, 2015 | No Comments »

I’ve captured a magnificent Pterois volitans specimen. I dared kidnap the fish because of its small size (which made the task rather simple). This species, characterized by long, needle-like fin rays, blindly trusts its venom and therefore does not require a quick escape.

The Holes in Our Bodies

May 26, 2015 | 1 Comment »

All animals (including humans) have a series of holes in their bodies that are paths to different sensations or windows to knowledge and power. Some have multiple purposes. I’ve been thinking about this for a long time.

Private cafe in Old Havana.  Photo: Juan Suarez
How I Stopped Feeling Alone in the World

May 16, 2015 | 2 comments

In the years I worked in Bejucal (south of Havana) I got to know a fascinating man. I was only 20 at the time, and this older and more experienced man (aged 40) was married and had two kids. One day, he told me he was worried about the attraction he was starting to feel towards the famous singer Chayanne.